Teardrops On My Guitar

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7DRtl6CTqc

Very nice song that i like alot alot...she's a beautiful singer i must say with quite a good voice as well...lyrics are just awesome...really no comments about it...how i hope there can be some sort of a continuation song or something...

LYRICS...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny (it's just so funny)
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Blogiary...

Dear blogiary (blog + diary),

It's been awhile since i've updated you...close to a month i suppose...and within it...so many things have happen and so many things have changed...to the extent that sometimes it scares me to think of it...

The fact that i'm unable to let go of things easily could probably be the reason that keeps my sanity...things that i remember...memories...feelings...voices...pictures...

Some actions, decisions were made wrongly from the start...others..you'll never get to know if it's right or wrong...

I've grown from the decisions and my grave mistakes and learned from them...just that i do not know yet if i'm strong enough to handle the consequences...but yet i still have to face them...

It's been almost a month since i took off my necklace as well...let go of all the promises and just do nothing and rest and think...and i've rested enough and it's about time i put it back on...this time for different reasons...not as obligations...

"what is it in life that i'm looking for...or trying to achieve..." sometimes i ask myself this..but i never really did get the answer..."why am i always in a hurry...or why do i keep wanting to become stronger...why am i so competitive..." questions that i'm questioning myself at times as well...that's why i never really enjoyed myself...never let myself loose...

Sometimes i really hope to find out how have you been...and i don't know what's stopping me from doing so...probably cause i know your exams have just started and i don't want to disturb you...but i just want to wish you good luck and i know you can do it cause you are strong...

I took up golf recently..something i don't mind trying...and it was rather enjoying...hope i can excel in it since the coach has high expectations of me hahah...

Which is the main point of why people have so many expectations of me...expectations of me that i'm not and i try to be...to not disappoint people is what that could have killed me as well...yes though i know i can do it..but i guess it must be my own reason and decision for me to do so rather than just living up to people's expectations...

How have you been...
it's long since we last seen...
And i still remember that very last day...
When i saw your face...
And the things that you said...
Before i walked away...

You taught me alot...
More than everything I've talked...
Most importantly...more than everything i have fought...

(ps: Angry is still very much alive...and still as angry as ever...)
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Without you that day...
I would've probably been lost again...
Without the encouragement and strength...
I would've probably not be able to continue to the end...
I would've given up that day...
Until you showed me another way...
And that I'm thankful for what you have said...

I dare not see too far of what's ahead...
But I know of the steps that I'll take...
And without you...it'll all just become a fake...

Jordin Sparks - Tattoo...

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
There's still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh