Jay Sean - I'm Gone

I don't want to have to see you happy
I can't even bare to see you smile
Now-a-days I can't look in your eyes &...
Well I can but it takes a while¯
If you're strong?
Told a lot of white lies to hide it all.
But they're beginning to break me down,
Though I promise it's over now.

I'm gone
I don't blame you at all
'Cause after all the things that you did for me
Got beaten by temptation
I'm gone.
Girl you're better off alone
I don't want you to see, the truth in me.

Try my best to keep it all together.
Tryna take it back to where we were
Never been to good at keeping secrets,
Give you reasons but for what it's worth
Lemme go.
What the hell would make you look at me the same?
Used to say "We're unbrakeable."
But I just went & changed it all.

If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you,
I couldn't live with that!
I couldn't live with that!
Noooo!
I'd rather give you no excuses at all.

I'm gone
I don't blame you at all
'Cause after all the things that you did for me
Got beaten by temptation
I'm gone
Girl you're better off alone
I don't want you to see, the truth in me.

You gave everything & honestly it's every fault of mine.
To beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong
See, leaving you is one thing
But you've got to realize
Some things are best unspoken
So please don't ask me why!

Reflections...

Music, are who, people see above the skin…
Lyrics, are who, people are underneath….
Beats and Tempo, are who, people reacts…
Endings, are who, people’s life ends…

I often said loads of crap in the car…
As though I am drunk in a bar…
Sometimes I never meant what I said…
And I cannot take back what has been made…
Lost in my own world of thoughts…
I wonder how I use to fought…
“Ah yes…it’s that encouragement…
That passion and that set of eyes…”

I feel a lot has changed in me…
As though I have aged even more within…
And matured even more between…