yes..and yet again...why do i always find it so hard for people to listen to me....1 thing i can cmf is that there are people who don't believe in me or trust me...the one thing that i really don't understand is that...
Have i ever lead them to failure or down the wrong path..? I have always been very precise and i admit that I demand alot..especially from myself but it has been proven time and again that I was right...but yet people still do not believe and chose to differ...
sometimes it's damm fustrating to get things clear across people's mind because they don't even consider my inputs and they think they're always right...even up to the point that they have been proven wrong! DAMMIT man! and even after they have been proven wrong they still DO IT!! PLAIN STUBBORN RITE? sounds like myself..but at least the effect is only limited to myself!! i DO NOT let it affect others!!!
The ultimate worst thing is that when guidelines are putforth...people amazingly don't follow...which I think is because the person did not read, did not understand or clearly refuse to accept it which i thought was plain STUPID! Yes i do support being innovative and doing things different from the norm..but not when the criteria and guidelines are given!! That's damm plain bloody suisidal to a point that sometimes i really feel like screaming...
Do you really look down on my ability to conceptualise and analyse things..? Or do u just think ur plain smartter or that damm good!? For the Record I AM TT DAMM GOOD! i am not being egoistic but at least i know I am better because it was and still IS proven!!
And then there are others who do not care or do not make an effort to...i may have high expectations of others but tt's because I believe in them! but sometimes people just disappoint which i really don't understand and i cannot believe because the answer was staring at them all along..all they had to do was to read more clearly!!! Other times i would hope people would just admit that they copied the whole thing and let people know..at least we can understand and rephrase it...
And there are also times when I just wanna complain and I just want someone to listen! just listen!..i think sometimes i'm like a lady as well..hahha...need to bitch...that's why this post is here for...to bitch!
I SERIOUSLY DON'T NEED PEOPLE TO REBULK BECAUSE THIS IS MY BLOG..MY THINKING...IF U DON'T LIKE IT..U CAN EITHER SHOVE IT UP UR ASS OR BITCH ABOUT IT IN UR OWN MIND OR WHAT EVER SHIT IT IS STOP READING IT!...BECAUSE U HAVE NO RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME!
sometimes i do really think i'm walking alone....because seldom people do see what i see or support me...but when i know i'm right and confident i bring results for others to share...especially to those who belive in me...
