Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Breakup

Breakup = you do not love the person anymore

Stupid = giving up the person you love

Stupid Breakup = giving up the person you love due to fustration, tiredness, anger and etc...


I learned and did it once...never did I expect to be the one...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Marie Digby - Beauty in walking away

A light shines off in the distance
A pale flickering glow
How many times do I have to dream that I could be there

The time is here and she won't be waiting for me
to find the easy way out
I've lost count of the days that were wasted

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog in the rain
there's a beauty
in walking away

I float on the streets that are empty
Take the path that the wind only knows
Tonight is the last time that I'll ever be here

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog in the rain
there's a beauty
in walking away

It's never quite simple, it's never that safe
it never seems perfect until it's too late
It's never the right time to find a new way

There's an answer in the sound of a train
there is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog in the rain
there's a beauty in walking away

Saturday, April 19, 2008

G culture

I wish to built my own culture...

A culture far different from the one I detest so much...

Family...Life...Work....everything there is to it...

Everything to change...

None to remain...

My own way of life...

That I will be proud of...

My kids will be proud of...

the World will never heard of...

Sa~vior

It's raining late at night...
And i'm wondering why...
Am I still awake at this time...

disappointment? no...

why do I even bother...

why do I even care...

even as i'm about to publish this post...

the gods don't even patronize...

a single strike...

and everything turns dark alright...

I can’t see a future…
Even when I’m holding your hands…
So tell me how…
Can I walk to the end…?

Words are often misleading...
until when you got a clear path...
Ask for directions...
and you shall receive one...

Friday, April 11, 2008

Aries...

You need to recharge your emotional batteries at home, maybe even going back to the place where you grew up. Once you have reconnected with whatever feels real...you should feel great...

"yah rite!" crap load full of S***

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

future unknown...

I used to see my future…
But now I’m blinded by my own failure…
Is it because I dare not want…
Or is it because I am not the one…
What can I do to change the days…
That I long for within this haze…
I shall not instill change…
For change is within one’s fate…
Thus I will still find…
What I have lost in mind…