winds & clouds..

My feelings is like the wind...
Shapeless, formless...undescrible...
My mood is like the cloud...
that could be shaped & formed by the ever powerful wind...


Clouds can always be seen with the eyes...
Winds can only be felt deep inside...



Sitting in the bus of Oceans free...
On my way back to reality...
The trip to malaysia was like a fantasy...
Creating wonderful memories...
All because of your presence...
that makes them so complete...

my final piece...maybe...

Hahah so busy yet still can find the time to blog lolXz hahah partly cause it’s already 1 plus am kekek been slping at 4 or 5 am everyday since donno when hahah…well anyway…sum1 asked me how come I can still be so active…and if I’m not tired one mehz…? Heee…well to tell you the truth yah actually I’m tired also…well like you said to me once before…everyone’s tired… =) so I kinda understand everyone’s feeling that’s why all the more I cannot be tired =) hahha of course physically… yeah more or less uncontrollably it will be shown but it’s alrite yah =)

You alone just being there can already give me the strength to hold on and to continue working…


"sometimes I wish you could know how I feel…
and I want you to know…
that I’m not giving up yet…
and that if I do…
I’ll be giving up much more than just you…"

Cycling through the nights of stars….
You suddenly came into my path….
Like a light of hope…
You shine through the darkest road…
So bright that I could clearly see…
Constantly how much you meant to me…
Even much more than life could ever be…

I keep pondering and asking myself this…but I never really had a clear-cut answer to it because whenever feelings are involved…you’ll never know what’s going to happen…

“ Why would you let go in the first place if you know that you are going to turn back someday at some point of time…?”


Of course when feelings aren’t involved…my answer would definitely be that once I let go…I ain’t gonna look back again…what about you then…? But what if feelings are involved…this time what would your answer be then…? Would it still be the same…?no one actually knows…

wonders of ponders...

Oky… time to update abit…been how to say…I suppose just say busy would be enough…as for busy with what…well visiting and looking after visitors and of course unavoidably doing projects…-_- … well this years CNY is DEFINITELY a memorable one…filled with so much emotions…laughter, butterflies in ur stomach, thrill, and much more…if ya wanna find out the hilarious parts and stuff just ask me personally keke I’ll tell ya Yah~!

Anyway..been thinking again..as always…just something for ya guys & gals to ponder over when you have the time…


“ Happiness comes from those who have the ability to provide you & you to provide them…”


I once promised my mom that I will live my life to the fullest…till now though… I still havn’t really quite figure out the actual meaning of the word “fullest”…

I use to think that by keeping myself as busy as I can then I would be fulfilling the promise I made to her…but recently I realized I don’t really think living ur life to the fullest actually means this way…

You can live though out ur life being busy forever…but you still may not be living your life to the fullest because you may not be happy at all…

I kinda understood why I made the promise to her a little by little…to me now…currently…I think living ur life to the fullest actually means being happy and content with the things you do everyday…example…make sure you find a job that you have an interest in…and not because of the pay…sometimes money doesn’t really mean everything…


“ we live on today to see tomorrow’s sunshine…”

“we sleep each and every night to keep our souls & emotions alive…
but my sleepless nights is what that haunts me every night…
no matter how I may try…it never seems to subside…
so tell me what to do…
to help me get it through…
help me find my happiness…
and free me from the uneasiness…”

is there really a so called right or wrong path...

is there really a right & wrong way of living life...?
if there is please tell me what is right & what is the wrong way...

The life we choose, the path we took...
ever wondered if it's a right one or a wrong one...?
ever wondered if you could have done better...?
by thinking about all these questions...
does it really mean that i'm stil living in my own past...?
or issit i'm living in the present but recollecting the past that was left unsolved...?


i will never take back the promises i made...
but the confidence to keep is what i hate...
no matter how much it may take...
it always seems so hard to concentrate...
i use to wonder if it's fate...
then again... i always belive in what i can create...

traces of a day...

如果我能成伪妳心中的男人...那我寧可放棄自己對你的愛...
因为我不值得妳去愛…不值得妳所帶給我的信賴...
我只想成為環繞着妳的辛福...永遠的給你祝福 和保護...


haiz...it's 2am in da morning~! Muhaha...the sudden feelings that comes & goes... that leaves me stranded in this hole...now i'm in a world of fusion...bounded and covered by lies & confusion...i wonder if i should continue this day or leave without any trace...