Friday, January 23, 2009

rebuking

i'm not gonna arrange my damm thoughts like how i use to with my posts, so I might as my jolly god damm ass well blast off!...

hello my friend (blog)...it's been a long time since i last spoke to you...i guess this is the place where i won't get rebuked...the place where I can just say what i wanna say cause i just feel like for no particular reason..because sometimes u just don't need too!

it maybe me..but i feel that sometimes when ur up for a discussion, you jolly well make sure that ur prepared for it and not just blast off from what you think! to make matters worse...for goodness sake at least have the decency to read the damm guidelines!...sometimes I would really hope that arguements or discussions are made when everyone has read and have tried to understand that was written...then at least when discussing or arguing, there is a basis to fall back on!

How can you believe or trust people who you know hasn't really prepared even though they maybe correct?? Some people may be able to do so but I damm won't because I don't think it is a good risk at all...I need to be convinced..have strong back ups, evidence...PROVE to me! AT LEAST I WON"T HAVE DAMM DOUBTS!!...and most importantly you do not have to redo the whole damm thing...

The fucking irratitng thing is that if you don't have the money to buy a text book u fucking borrow it and read it! It doesn't matter if ur rich or not! It's whether u have the initiative or will to do it! I may have the money but it doesn't mean I bloody buy all the books! I ALSO BORROWED! DAMM IT!

I think I've really had it..I feel like just washing my hands off things and just do whats required...I don't even know why I care so much...OR MAYBE IT"S BECAUSE I HAVE TO PASS ALL MODULES TO JOLLY WELL GRADUATE AND THERE"S A WHOLE FUCKING PRESSURE ON ME THAT PEOPLE DON"T EVEN UNDERSTAND!

you may not like it but i have my own reasons! issn't it enough! Sometimes you just want to share your thoughts to someone else...JUST SHARING because you already know it wouldn't happen because it's not the bloody first time that anyone has listened!

Yes i admit that sometimes i wouldn't listen as well! but hey at least the consequences is that i'm suffering myself and not anyone else! I am those who need to fall and learn...trial and error...NOT someone who is directed and told...THAT"S ME!

I AM TIRED...but i just want to continue to read and study...because i want to prepare myself

DONT YOU FUCKING HATE IT WHEN THE HOLIDAYS IS COMMING AND SOMETHINGS JUST HAPPENS AND MAKE IT GO ROTTEN LIKE SHIT ASS...i don't blame people because it's how they are...and i hate the fact that I can't change it...

What's said has been said...i don't wanna bring it up anymore. PERIOD!

Monday, January 05, 2009

TO CALL IS TO DISCUSS

TO DISCUSS IS TO PLAN

some just don't get it...