my only place...

There’s no more place where I can say my thoughts and feelings anymore…and this is the only place where I can put my thoughts & heart into…and I don’t want to stop putting in it…if your reading it…it’s never and NOT your fault…

I’ve been keeping it inside...
hoping to provide you with what you need…
here’s all my other side of my true feelings...
to show you the both sides of me…
the side that I’m most afraid of letting you see…


There in the outside I’m giving you all I’ve got…
All my energy, my life, my soul & support…
As much as I don’t want to let go…
I’m as equally tired deep down inside…
As though I’m fading…
Can you really feel how I feel…
My heart and soul wants to hold on and stay…
But my energy is draining away…

I’ve never felt so much…this much before…
and I'm afraid of loving you even more…
but I’m more afraid of not being able to let you go…
Because I don’t want too… (i really don't want too)
I’ll hold on until the very last drop of energy in me…

But I’m at the verge of falling…
holding on with my fingertips…
having you is all that I’ll ever need…
and that I have already love you…longer than I liked you…
because I’m still loving you each and everyday…
as much as life could ever mean to me...